Hi Pat!,
I read your intro and had to chuckle - "There is someone out there as scared as I am!!!" Lol. I am very new to the lifestyle. I just came out this last June and have only been with a man once and all we did was 69. I am scared to death of my "first time" totally with a man - yet I find that it is fear of the unknown mixed with an equal portion of unbridled excitement at finally doing something that has been lying dormant inside me for all these years. I would love to chat with you and share feelings, fears and concerns. I think that one can never have too many friends - If interested - contact me and lets chat. Maybe we can be each others support system and get each other past the fear and actually walking the path. Take care, and Happy New Year! Kenn